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instead of hairy drumsticks i have a hairy skull and crossbones...but i was just thinking...I"M FUCKING PISSED THAT I MISSED GLASSJAW!!! i had the opportunity to go but i wouldn't have been home in time to get to work the next day...they better tour some more
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so ok, these highway snipers have got me fuckin wiggin out. so everyone i know please stay away from 64 and 65...
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so another run in with a hooker, i was turning onto 2nd street off of washington and some chick just lifted up her shirt...haha, it still scared me...
is anyone still me friend?
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| a movie and stuff |
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so crash fuckin rules hard great movie and it was neat...it made me evaluate my state of thinking on things...but i just can't help it...i come home every night from work scared i'll see someone on the street and i'm scared somethings going to happen to me...9 times out of 10 nothing will but i'm always waiting for the one gang banger to come by and rob and shoot me...i just can't take living downtown. but this movie touches on subjects of that nature from every aspect and its amazing. i would be so scared if i could steal that little girls cloak.
as for other stuff...my uncle's getting married saturday in virginia and i'm not going. he disappeared and didn't speak to any family for 5 years. i am especially annoyed at the seems how he's the one and only other musician in the family and it would have been cool to jam with him. needless to say i didn't not spend 400 dollars to fly out there to their hippy wedding. i would have if my sister was going to go seems how i still haven't met her. but i will one day and i haven't called her in forever and i feel shitty about it. i like metal and i ramble. i'm going to write a screenplay and its gonna be cool and i want to not work a job anymore. jobs suck.
so i dunno what else to say...oh pot heads suck and they need to pull their heads out of their asses. i could sugar coat it guys but that wouldn't acomplish anything. you give me any excuse in the world but at the end of the day your still a lazy, warped pot head with nothing going for you. i've seen almost every person i considered a friend become pot heads, i've wasted tons of money only for it to be squandered by lazy people who just want to get high, i put myself at risk having a roomate who sat home everyday smoking in my apartment. then i move here and everyone else wants to start doing it and begin doing it everyday, some then also start justifying why, and some don't. ask yourself this...what have you ever accomplished while your high?
i'm all about a good time but fuckin wake up and get a grip. all of you! sorry for being a dick but oh well.
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so its almost 4 in the morning and i'm fucking freaked out and no one will return text's, i think i just picked up a fucking drugged out hooker, this lady is in the street on 2nd waving her hands in the air, and i stop (like a dumbass) and she says someone's following her and asked if i could drive her around and she tell me while snifling that she's not a cop, so i think she's crying and i feel bad for her so i say ok (like a dumbass) so she gets in and i figure out instead of crying she's probably just done a big line of something, so she says she has a kid job and degree, grabs my fucking crotch asking if i have a wire and then asks if i have a girlfriend and promises not to say anything if she sees us at wal-mart. proceeds to unbutton her shirt (aka...i thought she was pulling a gun and was gonna fuckin blow me away) but instead rubs her fucking tits on me and i'm like whoa i am dropping you off i'm freaked, and she's like wahts the matter never seen breasts before, sniffle sniffle...so i drop her off like 4 blocks from my house not really knowing if someone was fucking following her or not and fuckin tore ass to the house called the cops stumbled through the conversation and have been sitting in total darkness ever since fucking scared to move. i thought i was going to die, i'm a fucking idiot and am never doing that again. whew i'm getting the fuck out of dodge, moving away from downtown!
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i feel really weird right now, i've been going through my "old" friends profiles and still have a little feeling that giving up music was not completely right. but i dunno... i really like where i'm at in my life right now but i got a little "what if" kinda scratching at the surface. with time it will pass...
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so......yeah, lots of shit has been going on since i last hit this up...motor motor is up and running, its gonna be so fuckin sick and ridiculous, i have an interview with toyota, and oh yeah i found out i have a sister on thanksgiving. she lives in north carolina and i've talked to her now like 3 times. my ex roomate/really good friend/huge pot head ryan won't return my phone calls so he doesn't even know. he's really a big piece of shit. actually pretty much lots of ppl i used to be good friends with are big pieces of shit...(if you can look at yourself and say your not a piece of shit, then i'm talking to you). i bought a new bed today, on march 2nd i'm going to see dh, dead to fall, the acacia strain, and a life once lost all in one night! i'm so fuckin pumped! thats about all, and i dunno, someone call me and me not sleep for more than 8 hours a night, i want to take back my life and get fuckin crazy!
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| converge on nov. 11th! |
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yeah so who wants to go, me, jory and metal mike (possibly) will be going to rockettown in nashville on friday for
converge darkest hour the red chord municipal waste
so...if you want to go let me know!
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hey i got a job, and the banner is cool. i hope i can see them, because i am working on sunday but i should be able to make it. but i'm a fuckin telemarketer- i'm doing pretty kick ass though, i'll be CEO in no time...
but there's a friday coming up and ok get this... between the buried and me, dillinger escape plan, the bronx and horse the band... dec. 2 in chicago anyone wanna go, i'll drive if i get gas money help! please let me know! it'll be fuckin sick...
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| interview tom... |
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i have an interview tomorrow! i didn't even apply they just called me today, it rules so i bought me a pimp ass suit and i'm ready to go...
its for a company called aon, they do a lot of stuff i dunno...anyone have any info on this company?
but yeah, i'm gonna cross my fingers...
later!
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i'm not having fun looking for a job, there's so many places hiring and none of them are calling back, i'm gettin pissed! i guess i just need to be patient but it's hard...
jory have fun in texas!
lauren rules!
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we raged, it was fun, a car 5 feet from mine got broken into and mine didn't. yay! the girl thinks she knows who did it and she's crazy... got my apartment and its tight, emily, andria, lannae, ashley, eddie and of course lauren came out and peeped it.
yesterday was good...
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| I had a weird dream... |
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I was at like a high school graduation with people from my work, and i believe my old english teacher luscious larry was speaking and then all these people got up right in front of us and he stared at me. I then went outside and ran into this kid matt who i went to high school with we talked, then i put in converge petitioning the empty sky, and i was like air drumming to the first 3 (i guess) songs then buried but breathing came on, in my head it was like a live version though cause he was yelling for everyone to stop breathing, then went into the buried but breathing chorus, and my friend matt knew the song, (which is weird cause we listened to nu-metal when we were friends) (high school damnit everyone did it) So as we're walking up these stairs i ask him if he's friends with the band buried but breathing, (band from louisville, they're kinda but their name still pisses me off) So we're walking and trashing the name and the band and i walk up and see corey, one of buried but breathing's guitarists. i apologize and feel like a dousche, he tells me they kicked him out and that he's in a band with his mom, so i no longer feel bad and i start walking, i run into lauren who was taking a tour of jasper high school the whole time, and she has some exctasy, so i'm pissed like why do u have "the dreaded X" and she just hands them to me and what do i do, pop em. and she then realizes i do this, i have to spit some out to give to her, then i wake up.
fuckin wierd, but then again none of my dreams are normal.
on other notes i put my two weeks in yesterday, and i need a good paying job for when i get down there, then i'll apply at toyota.
where is the career services place in evansville? bye bye
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| I'm happy |
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so, the whole thing with new orleans fell through, so i'm back to being broke. but... i don't have to be gone for 6 months and get rid of my cat and all that stuff...i've been applying for jobs down here and i'm prolly gonna hold off on school so i can get set up. maybe just go to ivy tech...i dunno...but the label is gonna take awhile to get off the ground, but jory and me will be writing music and looking for a guitarist!
so let me know if you know someone! guitar! please!
things are cool...
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so yeah i don't know, me and jory have got our label off the ground but not yet running, we're waiting till i get back to release any records but we'll be doing buttons and shirts and booking and promtions up until then...
even though i'm a MAN i still miss her already...
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